Friendship

Lately, Ive been feeling very lonely, like I have no friends. I had the best people in the world as friends and thats what I thought but now I dont feel the same way. You know the one thing I hate the most is when people give excuses for their actions. My BBM expired a month or so ago and I feel really bored without it. I feel like Im drifting away from all my friends and I was stressed about it. So I kept making an effort to communicate with them as much as I could but then I realised something, they werent making an effort back.

I don't need BBM to talk to my friends everyday and they have to realise that. If they arent talking to me as often as they used to before and they are using the fact that my BBM is deactivated as an excuse then they really arent friends. If you were REALLY my friend then you will make an effort to talk to me regardless right? There are so many other ways. Its not like I dont come on the internet anymore. I think its just selfish and I have decided from now never to be the only one making an effort in any relationship in my life. Its stupid and only makes one sad.

I remember @ihatequotes twitting something like this a while back:

"Never make someone a priority in your life when youre only an option in theirs"

Its something I think about when I feel down again about this whole thing because you know what, its the truth and the truth hurts but it must be told. So if you are reading this and you feel this way about anything in your life, just remember that quote. You are as important as the next person and should feel that way. Leave comments if you please. Much Love xo