There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything but it isn't giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people and their crap.

I love Jasmine.

I woke up to the cutest twit ever from my friend Jasmine and it made me smile so much.

Im a Gleek :p

Okay so I have been watching Glee for a while now, but I never officially watched it watched it. I just watch the episodes people hype about and all of that and to be honest I never understood shit. I thought it was another HSM kind of thing and I wasnt interested in all of that.

However, two days ago, while waiting for my Gossip Girl episode "The Townie" to load, I decided to watch Glee to pass the time. I must say, I fell in love with Glee that day. I am now up to date on what has been happening, I watched all the episodes. My best glee characters are: Puck, Will, Kurt and Blaine. I know they are all guys but who cares! I love boys. LOL.

I will be giving commentaries on the future episodes because Glee is so exciting to me. I also love Mercedes, apart from the fact that she is my name sake, she has an AMAZING voice. I also love how real Santana is, I cant decide who is more beautiful, Santana or Quinn. What do you think?

I absolutely cant stand Rachel, I dont get her. She is so self-centered and all about the "ME" in everything. So annoying.

This is Blaine and Kurt. Kurt is soo cute and Blaine is soo Hot. Ive watched this video like 50 times already, no exaggeration. I also love Will and Gwyneth Paltrow's Umbrella/Singin' in the Rain thing. I also loved her Forget You CeeLo cover. Amazing!

I love Glee! Much Love xo

Friendship

Lately, Ive been feeling very lonely, like I have no friends. I had the best people in the world as friends and thats what I thought but now I dont feel the same way. You know the one thing I hate the most is when people give excuses for their actions. My BBM expired a month or so ago and I feel really bored without it. I feel like Im drifting away from all my friends and I was stressed about it. So I kept making an effort to communicate with them as much as I could but then I realised something, they werent making an effort back.

I don't need BBM to talk to my friends everyday and they have to realise that. If they arent talking to me as often as they used to before and they are using the fact that my BBM is deactivated as an excuse then they really arent friends. If you were REALLY my friend then you will make an effort to talk to me regardless right? There are so many other ways. Its not like I dont come on the internet anymore. I think its just selfish and I have decided from now never to be the only one making an effort in any relationship in my life. Its stupid and only makes one sad.

I remember @ihatequotes twitting something like this a while back:

"Never make someone a priority in your life when youre only an option in theirs"

Its something I think about when I feel down again about this whole thing because you know what, its the truth and the truth hurts but it must be told. So if you are reading this and you feel this way about anything in your life, just remember that quote. You are as important as the next person and should feel that way. Leave comments if you please. Much Love xo

Change is good.

Okay so Ive been on blogger for like less than two months or so and I feel like I still dont have a theme for my blog. I just post up poems and pictures but there's no ME in the blog. Its not personal and I want my blog to be personal. So from now there will be lots of changes. Im gonna be blogging about soo much more. Im gonna even be posting videos sometimes. I just want to make my blog like my baby. Much love xo

I wish I was this pretty :(

If you cant get someone out of your head then maybe they are supposed to be there

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