There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything but it isn't giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people and their crap.

I love Jasmine.

I woke up to the cutest twit ever from my friend Jasmine and it made me smile so much.

Im a Gleek :p

Okay so I have been watching Glee for a while now, but I never officially watched it watched it. I just watch the episodes people hype about and all of that and to be honest I never understood shit. I thought it was another HSM kind of thing and I wasnt interested in all of that.

However, two days ago, while waiting for my Gossip Girl episode "The Townie" to load, I decided to watch Glee to pass the time. I must say, I fell in love with Glee that day. I am now up to date on what has been happening, I watched all the episodes. My best glee characters are: Puck, Will, Kurt and Blaine. I know they are all guys but who cares! I love boys. LOL.

I will be giving commentaries on the future episodes because Glee is so exciting to me. I also love Mercedes, apart from the fact that she is my name sake, she has an AMAZING voice. I also love how real Santana is, I cant decide who is more beautiful, Santana or Quinn. What do you think?

I absolutely cant stand Rachel, I dont get her. She is so self-centered and all about the "ME" in everything. So annoying.

This is Blaine and Kurt. Kurt is soo cute and Blaine is soo Hot. Ive watched this video like 50 times already, no exaggeration. I also love Will and Gwyneth Paltrow's Umbrella/Singin' in the Rain thing. I also loved her Forget You CeeLo cover. Amazing!

I love Glee! Much Love xo

Friendship

Lately, Ive been feeling very lonely, like I have no friends. I had the best people in the world as friends and thats what I thought but now I dont feel the same way. You know the one thing I hate the most is when people give excuses for their actions. My BBM expired a month or so ago and I feel really bored without it. I feel like Im drifting away from all my friends and I was stressed about it. So I kept making an effort to communicate with them as much as I could but then I realised something, they werent making an effort back.

I don't need BBM to talk to my friends everyday and they have to realise that. If they arent talking to me as often as they used to before and they are using the fact that my BBM is deactivated as an excuse then they really arent friends. If you were REALLY my friend then you will make an effort to talk to me regardless right? There are so many other ways. Its not like I dont come on the internet anymore. I think its just selfish and I have decided from now never to be the only one making an effort in any relationship in my life. Its stupid and only makes one sad.

I remember @ihatequotes twitting something like this a while back:

"Never make someone a priority in your life when youre only an option in theirs"

Its something I think about when I feel down again about this whole thing because you know what, its the truth and the truth hurts but it must be told. So if you are reading this and you feel this way about anything in your life, just remember that quote. You are as important as the next person and should feel that way. Leave comments if you please. Much Love xo

Change is good.

Okay so Ive been on blogger for like less than two months or so and I feel like I still dont have a theme for my blog. I just post up poems and pictures but there's no ME in the blog. Its not personal and I want my blog to be personal. So from now there will be lots of changes. Im gonna be blogging about soo much more. Im gonna even be posting videos sometimes. I just want to make my blog like my baby. Much love xo

I wish I was this pretty :(

If you cant get someone out of your head then maybe they are supposed to be there

♥

There is a little truth behind "Just kidding."

A little emotion behind "I don't care."

A little pain behind "I'm okay."

My heartbreak.

I remember holding
on to that rope until I was bleeding.
I felt it cut into my skin
but I didn’t mind the pain that came with it, 
I endured as my blood came falling down a drop at a time.
I could hear it dripping but I felt the rope slipping so I held on tighter.
The cut got deeper, and it was followed with more blood.
I still didn’t care; I thought pleasure was waiting on the other side.


But time passed, and it was truly a thing of the past.
It was something we’d thought we could take for granted
Something we’d thought will fall right back into place with time.
But I didn’t even realize it was too late until it was far from too late.
And I guess you also had that epiphany
Because it wasn’t long until you let the rope go too.

Today is my bestfriends birthday!! Happy Happy Birthday sweetie :* I love love you :):)

People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is light from within. 

 ~Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

Venting it all out slowly.

I am in the library right now at school.
I am sitting by myself & Im basically just reflecting on my life.
My life has been very turbulent.
People might have life worse, people might have life easier, but life is still a struggle to me.
I cry about it, sometimes I'm just too angry to even care.
But yes, sometimes I do cry about it.
Im not one to complain about life but I have a lot to complain about.
Sometimes I admit, the stupid thought of suicide comes to my head.
But I can't, I won't, and will never do that.
Its just a thought that creeps up, but I'm way to strong for it.
I'm no coward, Id rather wake up every morning and face my pain and hurt
and go to bed every night with wounds that will eventually heal
than run away from them altogether.
I'll come out stronger in the end, I know that
and that's why I keep going on everyday
...

Don't let people drive you crazy when you know it's a walking distance.
- Anonymous.

"A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her"

She is so BEAUTIFUL.

Take life as it comes.

Okay, so I haven't posted anything up in a while and there's a reason (REASONS) for that.
I've been super super busy. I have dancing, singing & art to do and I'm working on eight poems at the moment. 6 of which I'll probably post soon. Anyway, December looks like it's gonna be a really fun month for me because:

1. It's my best friends birthday in 5 days! 
2. My sister is coming in 13 days! AND, 
3. I'm gonna be freee from school for at least 3 and a half weeks!

I absolutely dislike school, I'm considering dropping out, seriously. Okay, okay. I'm joking :*

DO's & DONT's

Don't waste your time wondering over all you could have,

should have or would have had.

Just be satisfied with what you do have.

Don't spend your time thinking of how much better you could do,

should do or would have done something.

Just know you did what you could and that's what counts.

Don't dwell on something that has been,

and always would be too far from your reach. 

Instead, work with what you've got and make it count as something.

Don't waste your time because time is life

and life is the scarcest commodity on this planet. 

Every second matters, so make it count for something.

Fashionably sketchy.