29 Jan 2011

25 Jan 2011

RIP Michael Joseph Jackson


The King of Pop

I have this thing for Varsity Jackets, I dunno why!
I want MJ's own :(
Two of my Best MJ pictures. I love him because he's so cool in his own different and very unique way. Rest in Peace x

Listening to my "Favorites" playlist



All you have to do is touch my hand, and show me you understand, and that something happens to me, that some kind of wonderful.
-Michael Bublé


OMG! He's soooo dreamy I love him. 

23 Jan 2011

Blast from the Past



Omg. I found this old picture of ME's. This was a day I was feeling rather obsessed with myself. Haha. I'm such a freak! I completely love ME 


I Love Sundays.

I just realised something today, my best day in the week is Sunday. Its so chilled. I don't have to really do a lot. Just go to church come home, eat, chill and then do homework. For me, most of my best kept memories happened on Sunday. When I used to live in Nigeria I would spend all day with my cousins or go visit my grandparents, I miss that. Its cool now though to spend time with family friends as a compromise. No actually, my favorite day is Thursday because I was born on a Thursday but Sundays can be second :)

22 Jan 2011

Kurt Hummel - Chris Colfer. I LOVE YOU!!!

Did I mention?
He got a GOLDEN GLOBE award for "Best Supporting Actor -Series, Miniseries or Television Film". Im soo proud of him, he's out there living his dream and he's not letting anyone stop him or say he cant.

Glee

Ignore the poor picture quality, I just LOVE Glee.
OMG! I cannot wait until the next Glee episode is out, its called "Thriller" and they're gonna pay tribute to Michael Jackson who I completely love. Its gonna feature:
  • Thriller- Michael Jackson mashed up with Heads Will Roll- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
  • Bills Bills Bills- Destiny's Child 
  • Meet me Halfway- Black Eyed Peas (I used to love these guys, thats by the way)
  • California Gurls- Katy Perry  
and, Gwyneth Paltrow might be back!! Countdown till FEBRUARY 6TH begins today. I cannot wait!! 
"Is it the look in your eyes? Or is it the dancing juice? Who cares baby, I THINK I WANNA MARRY YOU" - Bruno MARS 

Beyond Me..

I'm over friendship, I'm over love, I'm over heartaches, I'm over drugs. You tell me I was not there when you needed me, but I ask you, where were you when I needed proof? Proof that my identity had not become a thing of your past memories. Locked in the back of you head till you found the time to reminisce upon and then throw back in claiming no blame for the damage done. Forgotten like the broken promises you left me to sweep up. So I coughed up the dust and I moved on like the neglected child of a dead abusive mother. Shattered memories, broken glasses, mindless wishes, pierced hearts and bleeding thoughts. My insecurities could eat me alive but I have refused to let them do so anymore. My confidence you tore to pieces but I will never change and you will never accept me so I will no longer wait and I will no longer try. I have refused to give you the satisfaction of knowing your words have that effect on me. I have band aids cover the bruises I inflicted on myself, I beat myself up for you thinking I was no good. But now I see that it was your sight that was no good and so you couldn't see me, the good. You lacked the insight to see the potential we had together and I have the intellect to know now that it was just not meant to be. I am everything I am today, thanks to everything you said I'm not. So I'm patching up and I'm healing slowly and bravely, even if it requires some pretense. I'm tired of my lonely highs on cold bathroom tiles, free falling without care of losing myself because its not real. Its only a mirage of my desired pleasure for in the morning reality wakes up beside me and then slaps me across the face; She scars me with the knowledge of my suffering and she leaves me feeling low once again. My addiction is beyond my pain and my submission was all that could be compared but now I have nothing left to hold on to. Everyone thats come knocking Ive turned deaf ears to, each to me is only a potential thief I'm scared to open up to. So I build up walls and block them out I will not let them come in only to tear out my heart at the end of the day with apologies. I lack the strength to carry on on my own and So Ive converged into myself and I doubt I will emerge again. But until then, I'm over all the bullshit.

Its funny how this whole thing started off as an idea and eventually became a poem for Femme Fatale. I even changed the title, I called it Journey.

18 Jan 2011

Happy Marting Luther King Jr Day & Happy Belated Birthday MLK, RIP.


"Men often hate each other because they fear each other; they fear each other because they don’t know each other." 

- MLK



14 Jan 2011

Asa (pronounced as Asha)

I started listening to Asa thanks to my uncle who was obsessed with her first album Asha and I fell in love with her music. It wasn't just her voice, it was the lyrics to her song and she's basically just talented. She recently just released her second album Beautiful Imperfection and although I havent heard it all, this is my best song off it. Its just so creative of her, soo soo brilliant. She is a Nigerian-French singer and songwriter but she is still Nigerian and she makes me proud to call myself Nigerian. I love her.

2 Jan 2011

Top 10 2010 Obsessions

I'm very obsessive when I like something. Like if I like a musician, I literarilly watch every video or interview, read every article, anything basically available on the web. Or if I like a song I listen to it over and over again until I know all the lyrics and sometimes I even write out the lyrics when Im bored. Im crazy like that. So anyway. I wanna give a list of my 2010 obsessions in order of importance:
  1. Michael Buble
  2. Michael Jackson (His DVD vision was actually released on my last birthday Nov 22nd & I love it)
  3. MI (specifically MI2)
  4. Idris Elba
  5. Cristiano Ronaldo ( I have a word document on my Blackberry with a photo compilation of him, I'm not even joking)
  6. Panshak Zamani not Iceprince as a musician but as a person.
  7. Rings & Mascara,Vanilla Donut & Chai Latte, Macaroons!
  8. Twitter.
  9. Owl City
  10. Johnny Depp. ( I have watched all his movies, I sadly couldn't watch all his series because I couldn't find them)
I wonder what I'm gonna be obsessed with this year x_x

1 Jan 2011

Happy New Year :*

Its 2011 baby! I'm so happy and grateful to God that I'm alive to see this new year and I plan to make it better than the last. I even made New Years Resolutions which I plan to actually accomplish. Here's a list of some of them:
  • To be more focused in school and like basically work my butt off this year.
  • To be closer to God (MOST IMPORTANT!!)
  • To stop procrastinating a lot.
  • To actually get a planner where I write stuff and to actually read what I write. LOL.
  • To be more fit ( which I think is soo impossible)
  • To send a letter to Michael Bublé expressing my desperate need and longing for him to sing at my wedding in future which I must add is not until another 7/8 years or so and also to tell him how much I'm completely & totally obsessed with him & his music.
  • Get my all my lovely chocolate city boys to follow me, Iceprince is the only one following me at the moment, that's why he's my special choc boy hehe!
  • To become more independent.
  • To take Math & Physics more seriously.
Ill add some more as the year goes on but thats basically a summary. I think everyone should set resolutions for the new year. Its fun to actually see like on December 28th - 31st of 2011 which of them you actually achieved. Oh well, Happy New Year once again guys. Love xo